Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Missing someone..

Missing someone is such a cute thing.

"when I turned and you are not there, I cried"

Silly yet very very sweet. I miss you Geraldine! I miss you baby!

I want my entire life to be just filled by you and only you. =)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

2 months(Soon~) insight about GV.

GV! Not Golden Village. But its about 2 persons so in love with each other. And G stands for Geraldine while V, Vincent.

** A word of caution to my baby; 读了脸不要太红. =)
*And a word of caution for those who cant stand PDA (Public Display of Affection), I advise that you close this blog immediately =)

From 29 March 09 at the roof terrace where we were found and picked up. Like how you are half of my rib and like how I am half of your rib- We fit like a piece of lost and found jigsaw puzzle that was lost for the past 22 years.

Miracles begin to happen from then. How we got past each obstacle where we always thought it was impossible to get by.

We complement each other like how DNA strands complement each other - In perfect symmetry and harmony. Every likes and dislikes, every habit were almost a 99.9999% match. How we find boring stuff interesting and how we are. It was as though this time, our meet has been pre-arranged. Have been designated by God.

When we came up with the 6-years plan, and GV project how people thought we were mad but both of us thought that they were very very good ideas. When I asked you about how you think, I was afraid that I may be going on to fast but to my suprise, it has been a lingering thought in your mind already!

You made me whole. You completed us. I can never leave you. Neither will I lose you.

God put us in this path together so we can complete each other and walk in faith in this path to serve in His House and in glory.


Come to think of it baby, He spoke to me... weeks even before I decided confess to you. Some messages I heard in service that struck me hard. =)
"Never look back and trust in Him. Take the step for he shall provide."

"If you put your trust in him, fall by his will and he shall catch you."

"He will put you out to a situation at the most inconvinent moment but that is nothing you can't handle."

I love God. And God gave us each other while we were not expecting us. I love you baby. Its beyond words already.

PROject QSB shall be carried out.... hehz.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

The Ring~

It had been a long time since I wrote any descriptive real life story. So I thought yesterday was a night worth remembering and thus this blog. =D So, read on~

"There should be 5 rings in a relationship; 1st ring given at first month..." these words either said jokingly or they actually have a meaning behind them.

Standing by her side, while on the escalator coming down from Raffles City to City Hall MRT, these words struck Vincent in a positive manner. Vincent had always wanted to get a common item that both he and his girlfriend, Geraldine could wear but he was afraid that a ring may seem alittle too overwhelming for her. But upon hearing those words out of her mouth, he felt a heavy stone lifted off his heart. He grinned at the many ideas that sprung out of his mind how he could profess his love when he presented the ring to her.

Vincent then began a 3 day long search for the ring that is simple and yet lovely for both of them. He finally found it at a corner shop in bugis. It is called "Silver Corner". The designs were simple and yet sweet. Engravings were allowed. Names and dates. And thus the rings read "Vincent loves Geraldine" for the lady's and "Geraldine loves Vincent" for the men. Under the ring, the date where both this couple got together was engraved. It read "29.3.09". Ring was collected just yesterday and Vincent began to foster his plan for how he is going to present and reveal the ring to his love.

"Why conform to conformity?" has always been Vincent's way of living. He loves to be different and great thanks to God, Geraldine think likewise too! This sets Vincent thinking how he should present it to her. He does not want it to be so cliche nor does he want it to be too shabby or not sincere. A walk around a gift shop proves to be a great idea for this purpose! Soft toys would be too common and cliche. A box would be too unsincere. And then Vincent came across a doorstopper.

"Doorstopper?" He thought, "why not?" A huge grin came about his face.

This doorstopper is a very speical one. Its shaped like a cat and it has got a collar around her neck. And he thought he would put the ring behind the collar and present the doorstopper to her until she realised upon closer inspection that it is no extraordinary gift. "Great idea!" he thought.

Off to cashier and a plan devised. And its time for show down. At the cashier, Vincent's colleague saw a special card that is so unique you could not have missed. So now, the line up: Kitty doorstopper fitted with ring and a special card with a special mechanism. All is good and well. Time for show down...

Geraldine did not work afternoon shift and thus came to meet Vincent before his lesson at PSB Academy. Vincent thought it is a good idea to hand over the special card to her and thus to prepare her for what is to come (Geraldine told Vincent that she'll run if she sense something fishy. Vincent just thinks she is too shy =) )

So break time came and when Vincent went to look for Geraldine, she asked him with a perculiar curiosity, "Whats the doorstopper?"

With a smurk grin, Vincent said "You'll know later. "

"My face went red when I was trying to figure how to read the card you gave me." said Geraldine with a silly tone.

"I think your face turn even redder later. " said Vincent with a even bigger grin written all over his face.

"I have got to go. Lessons going to stay soon." announced Vincent.

Geraldine gave a very silly face that says "I miss you and come back soon". With a ruffling of her hair and a kiss, Vincent went off back to class. But as Vincent walked down the walkway, Geraldine was staring at him. And when he turned back, Geraldine would mouth these words "I miss you."

Lesson ended and then plan execution. =)

Vincent thought of bringing Geraldine to Coffee Club and to profess and then present the ring to her. But both of them were super hungry and they thought of just going straight to Mos Burger at Tiong Bahru Plaza. A strategically chosen seat at Mos was taken, having Geraldine cornered and eliminating the possibility of her running away.

Geraldine was being very very shy. Gasping for air whenever Vincent pulls his hand out from his bag. At the least expected, he pulled out the acclaimed "doorstopper" and puts it in front of her. Without any notice, he pulls out the couple ring and place it on his finger and purposely asked Geraldine to hold his hand. Geraldine felt the ring and she start to hyperventilate(this edit was demanded by Geraldine. "I demand this sentence to be changed~")

"Look closely at the doorstopper." said vincent.

Geraldine remained silent as her face became the colour of a tomato. (Sorry baby~)

Vincent reached out fo the doorstopper and put it infront of her and said "Oh! What is this shiny thing on the collar of the kitty doorstopper?"

Geraldine went from pale to red and if there was a thermal scan, people would have thought she was struck with fever!

Vincent took out the ring from the kitty's collar and wore the ring for Geraldine on her finger and it fit nicely and snugly.

Plan well done and successfully executed. =)

This is a milestone for both Geraldine and Vincent and will forever be remembered for the rest of their lives. Right Geraldine? =D

Lets complete GV and lets hope QSB be done concurrently. I want that to happen asap. =D Dont want you to be stuck in current difficult situation. =D


08 May 09 2335Hrs: Geraldine: "You're not putting this on facebook! Baby no! You are not putting it on facebook~"

08 May 09 2336Hrs: Vincent: "I don't conform to conformity baby~"

08 May 09 2338Hrs: Geraldine: "EVeryTHing above my shoulder is on fire!"

Friday, May 1, 2009

love - is already an understatement.

3 stay-overs, 1 at her place and 2 at mine. In these stay-overs, love in the most innocent manner is shown. =D I'm happy. And I thank God for us.

In days where we meet up, time seem to love to play tricks on us. Making the clock run so fast that before we knew it, it was already the end of the day. We'll look at each other in "awe" and wonder why does time pass so fast. Perhaps I should talk to God about it and ask him a favor to slow time for us =D

From our humble beginnings on 29 Mar 09 at the roof terrace of esplanade. Its... gratifying.

Its gratifying to know that what the both of us think about and do is almost, if not identical altogether. She re-ignite my love for music. She understands the love I share for music. And so do I. Its amazing! How we are infinitely similar. Everyday we will learn about something we both share interest in.

I see our future together and forever. And I thank God for how He work creatively around us to let us know our goals. Through him, I found her and I found what people would call "True Love".

It is not tainted, just a very very simple yet powerful love.

She accepts just who I am and I accept just who she is. And right now, all we are lacking of is just "I do."

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Indefinitely pissed.

What happens when you get a willful adult doing all sort of childish stuff in order to get things done his way? Simple! You get a very satisfied person and an unhappy person.

In my opinion, this isn’t the way of God. It isn’t the way to get people to know you and God and even so not a way to treat disciples of God / brothers and sisters in the fellowship.

But I’m said to say that no matter how true or how sincere a person may seem to be, there is still a portion in life or in the Christian community that this portion is what they term as “Sunday Christians”.

This isn’t about a vent to announce this already well known fact but rather a word of frustration about how this person called Mr. A chooses to harm my girlfriend in the most horrific manner one that you can ever.. EVER think of.

Abusive, demanding, angst, putting up a façade, and obviously an expert in “mind control” is one of the few attributes I would class him with. He is an indefinite sore loser!

Boyfriends out there, if your current girlfriend is haunt by their ex. How would you feel? But in the midst of this perplex, wanting to be tolerant to this irritant and trying to be partial and loving at the same time to this past person in her life, you sometimes find that this Mr. A goes too far overboard.

I’m close to the midst of calling the authorities if ever such a shit happen again.

But I’m praying that God shall save u and change you.

I’m utterly speechless and disgusted by Mr. A. And congrats for no one EVER pushed me to this state of “digust-ment”.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Greatest moments of life 2! =D

29 Mar 09.. A day where I was reborned into the purpose and life God has intended me to. And I finally.. finally realised what I am supposed to do at the present moment...

Pre-event of Sunday Noon. =D ...

Ever met someone and through prayer and that you were given affirmation that she is the one for you? Ever realised how fast your heart beat jumps when you see her

"i am baking a secret is online."

popped up on MSN? Ever feel warm on the cheeks when you get so drawn into her soulful eyes of hers?

Well I DID! Its amazing! The instaneous chemistry between us and how we are so similiar in our likes.. its as though we have known each other for decades!!

ON Sunday...
I decided to ask her out to study in view of our up and coming examinations on 02 Apr.

So we met after our church service and I could tell you that my heart beat went crazy when it was near time to meet her. =D

We went to esplanade library's cafe for a place to sit, eat and study! Topic was math and... "how do u group study for math?" asked she who shall not be named.! Ah har!

then I went ahead to buy a brownie and a oreo ice blend! Very sweet!

So we were studying halfway and there were many times when I looked at her and got lost in the soulful eyes of hers.. arrggh.. and i hope i wasnt being too obvious. =/

Theres also a time when I allegedly wanted to feed her brownie but she was on the phone and ... i ate the piece instead =(

and then night came.. and thats where the romance come about... BUT until then, its the next blog entry.. so stay in tune!

GERALDINE! I LOVE U!

The greatest moments in my life~

Ever felt so wonderful about a particular day? And ever so reassured that the events for the day will turn out as you willed? =D I did.

29 March 2009 was a very very eventful and happy day for me. There were not 1.. but TWO events!

Heres the first one, about 12pm(I wrote this note down when I was recalling and a surge of emotions came over):

An overwhelming confidence came over me.
A place of worship and God.

Brothers and sisters loving each other gathers.
Though not re-borned, I was treated with love and grace.

Worship, in a form of songs filled the entire place.
Touching every soul that went.

Ever felt so weak in front of Almighty.
Feared but he raised me up.

I felt his presence, feeling shaky.
Knees went soft, involuntary muscle spasm.

In the end, Pastor Pringle blessed with such power and might,
I could not have missed.

Went straight to the front and was blessed more.
Body became not a part of me - every tremor a passing of God's message.

Tears soon came over, flowing uncontrollably down my cheeks and I prayed to God; with other's blessing.

Went back to cell, was prayed over to be raised and to serve God.

Everyone could feel the tremors and blessed was I.

Such is the power of the Lord.