Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I finally understood...

Love is the most wonderful feeling you can ever feel.

Love is the feeling that make you do things you would never possibly imagined!

Love gives you strength.

Love makes you miss.

And best of all, Love is GREAT if its from God.

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Her eyes melts me. Every now and then, I would be mesmerised by her just by her grace.
Both of us love to reach out to others by looking into the "window to the soul".
Shes melting my heart and I miss her more, and more.. and more as each second passes me by.


Before I knew it, my heart yearn to see her more and more.
Before I realised it, her image is engraved inside my heart.


I wonder too if she is feeling the same way as I does... as I feel ever so strongly for her and for this feeling.


I know I am right. I know she has been planned for. For us to meet.


I now sleep each day hoping to wake up to seeing her text on my phone.
I smile...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

As the day draw closer to my birthday, I look back into the past 22 years of my life. There were accounts of happiness and unhappiness. Some easily forgotten, some... hard to get by..

But who cares? For I live for Him and everything I do is accountable by me to Him. So I live life as per his teaching. Should you be unhappy, please talk to Him.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Wacky and cute pictures of my niece!




I never knew that babies at a little more than a month old can do faces like these.. hehe

The angelic faces belong to my niece! cute isnt she?!

My birthday celebrations with family!

Today is 14 Feb 09. The most capitalized day of any given day in a year. Where prices of gifts are usually sky rocketed!

BUUUTTT....

if you truely love someone, money is not a big issue here. Pampering her is one of the way to show love. =D

Okay but I'm not gonna go emo to tell you how I pamper a gal nor am I gonna bitch about the prices of things today.


I had an early celebration this year with my family. Mom, Dad, Sis, Niece =D and Sis's dog. Celebrating with them today seems like a different thing. It feels more like a celebration amongst adults. I was allowed to have beer. And most of all, I think its the way my parents finally view me as a responsible young adult! =D

Yeah. so... My niece was there too! A little more than a month old. Shes sooo cute! Okay.. Here are the pictures! +D


arhg! Ugly face of mine. But the cake is just too yummy~



Trying to pacify my niece to take a picture.. apparently i failed to do so... lol...



Now even my sister's dog, Ginger wants to have her share of the cake!


Last pic!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

My Niece!



Almost a month now.. And heres my cute niece! heh...

Irritating encounters.

I went home last nite 19 Jan09 after school. Obviously tired and not in da' mood for anything, I naturally wanted a peaceful night to sleep through for work the next day.

When I do get home, I was triply multilated with questions that question my abilities and motive. One is already irritating.. IMaGINE 3! HAH~!


When I do get home, I was hurled with sarcasm from my dad! He said, "Throw everything in your room. This thing? Shaky right? Throw away la!"
It got me irrtated as this sentence only proves his supportive level for my room revamp project to be close to zero. grr..

Next, I was trying to ask my JC classmates to hang out more often and thus become closer la. Then I have of them coming to question about why am I doing so. She kept asking me why and why and I kept telling her I just want us to be closer thats all.. Quite irritating when you obviously just want to become better frens, build stronger bonds and there u go having pple questioning ur actions.

Then last came the 3rd one which is the MOST irritating.


(Pre-Conversation Knowledge. This was my msn nick: [Vincent][ A wasted/passed by relationship is the worst kind of regret anyone can feel..]
And the Sub nick: That is the case of Dan Humpfrey and Serena Van der Woodson; A story from gossip gals season 2!)

One of my supposedly "fren" came to me on msn and this is the first thing he said to me "What is your nick trying to imply?"

Okay I thought he was just trying to irritate me so I asked "what do u think of then ?"

And so the conversation is as follows... (Red signifies him and Blue, me!)

HIM: i dunno
HIM: sound wrong

ME: in what sense?

HIM: nothing
HIM: i dunt want to waste my bloody time
HIM: if its right for u then its right who cares rite

ME: its the story in a show.

HIM: then whose the some1 u refering to?

ME: that the show
ME: the story in the show!

HIM: wat show
HIM: haha
HIM: aiyah dunt bother

ME: bother what?

HIM: nothing
HIM: okok
HIM: good day
HIM: oh yea btw she is single
HIM: dunt u gg for her

ME: gg?
ME: wats gg?
ME: and is that a statement or a question

HIM: qtn i think

ME: dont u gg for her?
ME: what does that mean ?

HIM: arent u gg for her since shes single

ME: since you would expect me to be wrong, when it even comes to my nick i think u have a clear idea of what u want my ans to be ? no?

HIM: dunno
HIM: cant read the lines

ME: i dont recall u being unable to read between any lines.. hm..

HIM: haha
HIM: juz too lazy coz i juz want the answers

ME: what ans do u want?

HIM: why wasted time searching while u can give me the answer str8. gg around the bushes waste of time

ME: does it matter what ans i give u since all of u think i am the cause and fault?

HIM: is it ur fault? wow i didnt know., hvnt heard the story. well who wouldnt be. ure so persistent

ME: i'm quite sick of pple asking me what ur nick implies. it juz means i'm sad for 2 characters in a show. gossip gals season 2, episdoe 15.
ME: yah pple imply u see.
ME: i dont see why u dont imply.
ME: its easy to pinpoint and push blame perhaps.. or is it juz me thinking of it that way. perhaps pple ask me things in that way.
ME: and who is right or wrong. the way u interrogate me makes me feel uncomfortable.

HIM: hmm


Firstly I have no idea why is he getting so agitated when my nick is clearly none of his business?! The motive of this whole conversation initiated by him was to either find out if I am going after this gal whom had just broken up or to warn me not to go for her. As seen in one of the conversation,
"HIM: oh yea btw she is single
HIM: dunt u gg for her "
The boundary of the above statement is does not set where he is coming from and he seem elusive about the statement when I further question if that statement is a question or just a statement.

Given a person like him, I dont think that he will simply forget or leave out the question mark accidentally. WEll, you guys can see for yourself.

I just wanna say that what ever nick I write is purely my own business. If it bothers you, fine, you can ignore me for all I care. Dont bother me with "beat around the bushes" questions where clearly you are the one who is beating around the bushes. Talking about wasting time. Guess you're wasting our time.

I am not entirely clueless to why he is so agitated. But otherwise proven, I shall not say anything.

Btw, The above is the entire converstation copied straight from msn. Just that names have been edited for identity purposes.

Hereby, my msn nick :
[Vincent][ pple JUST dont get it.. expression of emotions towards a film gets questioned.. remove the facade.. i dont need it.. ]
sick and tired of explaining. so shut it.